5/5/2016

8:08AM
I feel like this is helping all around. I feel less like Ghyrn thinks I’m a crazy or delusional person. Like he’s finally understanding that there are legitimate reasons why I’m behaving a certain way, and that everything isn’t a response to things that happened after the restaurant burned down or after my brother-in-law died.

Shit did all kinda hit the fan at the same time though. Welcome to my life.

I slept in (until normal time) today too. Still feel a little bit off from the stomach thing, but I’ll survive. I’ve been taking it easier on it. Ghyrn’s going to hate that there will temporarily be more restrictions on what I eat. He barely just figured out how to order pizza for me in a way where I can actually eat it. I’m not going to be the type of person who quits eating stuff permanently because he’s afraid, though. I feel like there are self-inflicted adverse responses for people who quit eating gluten or other things (for no other good reason than the fad). In retrospect, I wish I hadn’t stopped eating dairy when I initially had the bad response after getting sick.

Going to surprise Ghyrn at the airport tonight muahaha. His plane should be at Terminal 1. Might be tricky to catch him as he’s walking out though. I’ll probably eff it up. I just have to make sure he doesn’t start Uber-ing home without me.

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2:18PM
Just got off the phone with Chan. Seeing red. She said she got a letter from the IRS saying my dad owed $10K in taxes from 2013. I gave him money in 2014 to pay those taxes. And he pulled out loans since then, but didn’t pay those taxes. It all went down the shitter.

He took the letter from the IRS. I need to get it and pay that because it’s connected to my mom. Basically, I’ll directly pay anything related to my mom, but he's on his own with any of his other debts.

Plus, my sister said he’s been telling people that he needs money, but he’ll pay them back when insurance settles. I'm going to have to have a hard conversation with him soon. If he keeps this up, I’m not going to work my ass off on it anymore.

I’m also thinking of helping my mom divorce my dad. Just to protect her financially.

This is how you lose everything, Dad.

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6:50PM
Christina called, saying Channon was worried about everything. Had to explain the situation and what I was going to do. Told her not to worry. Told her to tell Chan not to worry.

I had a brief panic attack. A bit of paranoia around the people my dad owes money to. A quick thought that maybe I should move and set up a PO Box. Everything is traceable though.

I’m tired of being the strong one. But I’m glad I’ve somehow convinced my mom, Christina, and Channon that things are going to be okay.

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8:39PM
Just finished dinner with Charles and Alvin. It was nice to catch up. Sad that Charles broke up with Jen. The long distance thing was getting too hard, with no end in sight. Nothing happened, no one cheated on the other. Four years of medical school and residency is a long time to not see each other regularly. Both of them hated breaking up, but decided it was the right thing to do. Fuck 2016.

Going to surprise G at the airport though. Trying to end this day on a good note.

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9:49PM
At the airport. Ghyrn’s flight is supposed to land in 7 minutes.

I didn’t even  talk about what happened with insurance today. They are basically trying to refuse issuing payment of the remaining lost rent income because they say the lease between the property owners and the business owners has a clause where the tenant is still obligated to pay rent. Bullshit. The adjuster is saying we may need to hire an attorney because the agent is acting in bad faith.

Don't want to go into much more detail here.

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10:04PM
I didn’t respond to G's texts about descending or landing. He’s probably disappointed right now muahaha. Plus I turned off find my friends muahaha